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I just lost the game! Damnit!
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[x-posted from my facebox blog]
It was on this day, Valentine's Day of last year, that everything between me and my fiancé had had started to go downhill. I was a bit too wrapped up in the work that I was doing that I failed to even pay attention to the needs of my "other" on this day.
Though in looking at what all transpired, I never had much support from my fiancé to begin with either. So to say that I messed up a day that was meant for spending time with someone you love, is a bit misconstrued. I loved my "other" half of me at the time. Often times it was the only thing that kept me going on days where I literally had no one to talk to.
Yet, in writing about this, and breaking my silence of almost a complete year on the subject, I can't help but say that my fiancé was just a infatuation that I had had at the time. Now, before you go off and start saying that I squandered love, or have my attention misplaced, hear me out.
Everyone wants to be loved. It's within our being, our core nature. It's not something that can be easily taken away from us. And with my fiancé, I was loved, had love, and shared love. Though a lot of it was one sided. And in the grand scheme of things, I realize that material gifts, or possessions don't hold much place in a person's heart. They just take up space that could be used to fulfill a full and complete love that is so profound, that only the gods can understand.
So in the end, I can truly say that I learned my lesson the hard way.
Love is not a game, nor an expression that should be lightly used, nor a feeling that should be squandered upon the material world. Love is a gift from up above, that is meant to be shared. It is the one thing that binds a person, and at the same time sets them free. Love, it is the ultimate tool of destruction and chaos. Yet in all its perplexities, it is the one that heals and mends all.
So on this day, share your love, your true love, and watch what happens. You'll be surprised that even the smallest act can move mountains in a person's heart. And always remember, love is not a game, but an experience for all to share.
It was on this day, Valentine's Day of last year, that everything between me and my fiancé had had started to go downhill. I was a bit too wrapped up in the work that I was doing that I failed to even pay attention to the needs of my "other" on this day.
Though in looking at what all transpired, I never had much support from my fiancé to begin with either. So to say that I messed up a day that was meant for spending time with someone you love, is a bit misconstrued. I loved my "other" half of me at the time. Often times it was the only thing that kept me going on days where I literally had no one to talk to.
Yet, in writing about this, and breaking my silence of almost a complete year on the subject, I can't help but say that my fiancé was just a infatuation that I had had at the time. Now, before you go off and start saying that I squandered love, or have my attention misplaced, hear me out.
Everyone wants to be loved. It's within our being, our core nature. It's not something that can be easily taken away from us. And with my fiancé, I was loved, had love, and shared love. Though a lot of it was one sided. And in the grand scheme of things, I realize that material gifts, or possessions don't hold much place in a person's heart. They just take up space that could be used to fulfill a full and complete love that is so profound, that only the gods can understand.
So in the end, I can truly say that I learned my lesson the hard way.
Love is not a game, nor an expression that should be lightly used, nor a feeling that should be squandered upon the material world. Love is a gift from up above, that is meant to be shared. It is the one thing that binds a person, and at the same time sets them free. Love, it is the ultimate tool of destruction and chaos. Yet in all its perplexities, it is the one that heals and mends all.
So on this day, share your love, your true love, and watch what happens. You'll be surprised that even the smallest act can move mountains in a person's heart. And always remember, love is not a game, but an experience for all to share.
- Location:home
- Mood:
reflective
It all started today. Details on exactly what will follow later on in the day.
It is my humble opinion that people from other countries should not look down on others living in a country that they have not lived in (properly or for a decent amount of time). I say this because of the shit-strewn media that gets aired across the globe is often distorted, very slanted, and distorted no matter what country you live in. It pains me to listen to people bitch and moan about other countries practices, and policies when they can't even look at their own and see the flaws in their own society. Now I will say that in living in the USA, I do see the flaws in the current system and practices, and I'm trying to do my part to be a functional member of society, while educating people that this country is very fucked up. Yet, in doing this, I often look to other countries for a plausible solution to whatever topic I've put my focus on, and more than seventy-five percent of the time, their solutions are just as fucked as ours. Though when weighing the lesser of the two evils, I, and possibly even you, have thought that your country has the best way of doing things, and will parade this banner across your chest as a part of your national pride. I must ask that all of you to stop, and properly weigh each solution with logic and reason. By saying "My country is the best to live in, and all you fuckers are just shit because of your practices," while offering no alternate solution, to me, seems a bit hypocritical and a sign of asinine thinking. So with this humble opinion of mine, I am asking you to stop before you spew your national shit all over another country's practices simply because you are too narrow minded to see that each country is fucked up in and of itself, and that to change the current policies/practices, it will take time and an awareness that has not been seen since the last world war, civil war, or revolution.
- Location:home
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:The FBC
As of tomorrow you will not be able to download the following shows from The FBC: Albatross Pie, Dead Air, Howling Hour, The Brainstew, The VLF, Yiff Theatre, and Plus 5. As of this post you have 13 hours to get these shows, and then they will be lost forever.
If I say that I don't want to talk about something, then I don't want to talk about it. So, please stop pressing the issue further. This has been you weekly service announcement from the very pissed off and (now) groggy Jaie. That is all.
I am in need of 2 male voices for The Brainstew. If you have any interest in voice acting, please either comment this or shoot me an email at thebrainstew@jaieproductions.com.
That is all for now.
That is all for now.
- Location:work
- Music:nothing
For those who want to make a party mix for your Valentines Day party, or just want a drink that will make someone possibly fall in "lust" with you for the evening. I give you Lover's Brew
What's Needed:
1 Sports Cooler (like the giant gatorade jugs that football players use)
2 Minute Maid - Pink Lemonade (frozen from concentrate packs)
2 Minute Maid - Lemonade (frozen from concentrate packs)
1 750ml Bottle of Everclear
2 750ml Bottles of Vodka (don't settle for anything less than Smirnoff, preferably Grey Goose or Level)
2 750ml Bottles of Malibu Rum
6 2-Liters of Sprite (or "good" lemon-lime soda)
Several Bags of Ice (3-4 will do)
Water
Directions:
1: Mix Minute Maid Lemonade contents with the proper amount of water in cooler
2: Add in Alchohol (one bottle in at a time, starting from the highest proof to the lowest)
Mixing in a bottle of Sprite* after each bottle of alchohol
3: Add Ice after all contents are mixed
(if you add it in before, the ice WILL melt)
4: Taste before serving making sure you haven't overdone the alcohol level
(you shouldn't be able to taste the alchohol if you mixed it right, but you'll feel it about 15-30mins later)
5: Let sit until contents are chilled
6: Serve and enjoy
And as always drink responsibly!
What's Needed:
1 Sports Cooler (like the giant gatorade jugs that football players use)
2 Minute Maid - Pink Lemonade (frozen from concentrate packs)
2 Minute Maid - Lemonade (frozen from concentrate packs)
1 750ml Bottle of Everclear
2 750ml Bottles of Vodka (don't settle for anything less than Smirnoff, preferably Grey Goose or Level)
2 750ml Bottles of Malibu Rum
6 2-Liters of Sprite (or "good" lemon-lime soda)
Several Bags of Ice (3-4 will do)
Water
Directions:
1: Mix Minute Maid Lemonade contents with the proper amount of water in cooler
2: Add in Alchohol (one bottle in at a time, starting from the highest proof to the lowest)
Mixing in a bottle of Sprite* after each bottle of alchohol
3: Add Ice after all contents are mixed
(if you add it in before, the ice WILL melt)
4: Taste before serving making sure you haven't overdone the alcohol level
(you shouldn't be able to taste the alchohol if you mixed it right, but you'll feel it about 15-30mins later)
5: Let sit until contents are chilled
6: Serve and enjoy
And as always drink responsibly!
- Location:home
- Music:The FBC
Just updated my MySpace page to include this wonderful message:

Oh yeah! I was tempted to put up:

But something told me that the first was the right thing to put up. By the way you can visit mygen.co.uk to get the code for MySpace layouts and images like this.

Oh yeah! I was tempted to put up:

But something told me that the first was the right thing to put up. By the way you can visit mygen.co.uk to get the code for MySpace layouts and images like this.
- Location:home
- Mood:
sick
Ok, to all those people who are on my friends list pay attention.
Stop Whining. Your life isn't that bad.
Shed a tear, pour yourself a stiff drink, and get over it. Please!
For my sake, your friend's sake, and your own.
Stop Whining. Your life isn't that bad.
Shed a tear, pour yourself a stiff drink, and get over it. Please!
For my sake, your friend's sake, and your own.
I'm releasing The Rose Of Adonis in PDF format. This story was previously named Surreal. It is being rewritten, and will be available to those who are signed up to receive the emails.
If you want to read the story as it is being written, send an email to stories [at] jaieproductions {dot} com with a subject of Subscribe and make sure the body of the email looks like this:
You'll receive an email to confirm your email address. Follow the directions, and voila, you gets the emails. The first email has already been sent out. So, if you want to catch the next one, shoot me an email (its free by the way).
If you want to read the story as it is being written, send an email to stories [at] jaieproductions {dot} com with a subject of Subscribe and make sure the body of the email looks like this:
...
EMAIL: your.email@addy.com
Name: Your Name
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You'll receive an email to confirm your email address. Follow the directions, and voila, you gets the emails. The first email has already been sent out. So, if you want to catch the next one, shoot me an email (its free by the way).
- Location:home
looks like i get to bitch out people at the campus for fucking my life over for this entire week. gotta luv it when you an't register for classes that you need, especially degree specific courses that you need in order to graduate. *goes to find an obsidian great axe and commence beatings on campus employees*
- Mood:
pissed off - Music:Static-X - Love Dump (The FBC)
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note: Mach 3 razor's are dangerous when shaving one's head.
note: Mach 3 razor's are dangerous when shaving one's head.
I just saved %50 on my car insurance by doing a little bit of research, and shopping around. God, have I been getting jipped by the company that says that they will give you rate quotes of others, and you can see them online in their "ticker." FUCK! Next month you bet your pretty ass that I'll be with a company that won't try to be as crafty or shrewed when it comes to car insurance.
*goes off cursing the fuckers at xyz company*
*goes off cursing the fuckers at xyz company*
- Location:home
- Mood:
pissed off
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